19 January 2012

I hate this picture, but I love it too.

Photo on 2011-01-21 at 12.09 #2

In a couple of days it will be my birthday. This is a photo of me on my birthday last year.
I was 21 weeks pregnant with Grace.
So happy. So blissfully unaware of what was about to happen.

I wonder if my birthday will always be a sad day for me from now on. Will it be my happy birthday or will it be 10 days before Grace died? I guess that is a choice I have to make.

28 sucked big time. But 29 is going to be the best year of my life.
(PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE).

9 comments:

Bron said...

Such a lovely photo....it will be forever hard but you have so much to look forward to and your past makes you a stronger compassionate person ..we need the trials to be who we are. Happy Birthday to you.x

Michele said...

It's a beautiful photograph... Sending such love your way today

Rachael said...

That is a pretty picture...I'm so sorry it has bad memories for you. I hope 29 is going to be a wonderful year for you!

Kimberley said...

The lead up to the anniversary of your baby's death must be incredibly hard. I imagine all birthdays and other celebrations have a slightly different meaning after losing a child. Even though your youngest daughter is not in your arms right now and won't be able to hug you on your birthdays in future, it's your birthday in a couple of days and I do have a happy one!
I hope 29 is a beautiful age for you.

Tammi said...

Katie that is a gorgeous photo of you :)
Here's to your 29th year being filled to the brim with blessings.

x

Ekd80 said...

Happy Birthday Katie! May your 29th year be the best year of your life : )

rebekah @ justfordaisy said...

I'm so sorry for your terrible loss. May this year bring you many blessings! x

Anonymous said...

That photo is beautiful.. x

Tash said...

Blessings to you Kellie, may 29 be a spectacular year and may some unexpected surprises come your way. I am hoping with all my heart for you. x

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